I thank God for my gifts and for helping me heal. I ask my Angels especially Archangel Gabriel to guide me as I write and I thank them for their support. I hold the intent all of you will learn ways to release what needs to go.
It’s been 2 months since I posted a blog but I have been so busy I never had a chance to write. I have many messages but I’m not sure if they are all meant to go into this blog or if some are part of another blog. As usual I will just write and see what is said.
Although I have been very busy I still made some time for myself. I took some time to re-evaluate my life so I could decide what needed to go so I could move forward with peace. It’s good to do that every so often because life changes and a lot of the times what was good for you before may not be good for you anymore. Letting go can be a difficult process because it means things change and sometimes we fear change. However, most of the time if not all of the time on the other side of fear is a refreshing new life waiting for us.
So this one is about Release. I hope some of you were able to experience the energy of the full moon this month. It was really powerful and I don’t always get a strong vibe from the moon but this was one that gave off a lot of healing energy. As I sat outside under the moon, I meditated and I could literally feel my fingertips vibrating because the energy was so strong. So if you missed the moon this month then try to remember to take some time during the next full moon to let the energy clear your soul of what needs to go.
I started getting messages about this blog in mid September but during my meditation under the moon it all starting coming together. I see 333- they agree. My meditation was an incredible experience of release. As I sat under the moonlight I admired the clouds and I thanked the universe for all the help I have been given so I can walk my path, I wrote a list of everything I wanted to let go of and I burned it and sent those troubles away and I sat with my eyes closed so I could take in my surroundings such as the sounds of nature. It was one of my best meditations yet because I focused on releasing. A lot of times when I meditate I’m inviting knowledge, healing, peace etc but this time I really wanted to focus on letting go. During this meditation I was given many glimpses of my path this far. I was getting flashes of where I started and then flashes of where I am now. At one point I felt the ground I was sitting on and then looked up at the moon and I really appreciated the way I live my life. I even thought to myself “wow when I first tried meditating I could barely keep my eyes closed or stop my thoughts but now I easily lose myself into the moment and absorb all healing energies of the universe. It’s a true blessing to be able to get yourself that centered. Even though it does not last forever just having 10 minutes is a nice boost for your soul. It takes work to find peace so until you can release you will not relax.
So life is very hectic, people hurt you, you hurt people, you have down days, things don’t workout like you hoped and so on and so on. I totally understand all of those and all of those happen for a reason. I’ll start with the “hectic” life- times when life is screaming responsibility such as family, career, house/home chores all those things that make you feel like you are spinning through each day without any breaks. So you can simplify this situation into two choices- absorb the stress or release the stress. To absorb it would be to think of those as struggles, unfair circumstances or an excuse to bitch and moan. To release would be to learn the lesson. What is life trying to tell you? Ex. Last month my husband had some really difficult clients and tough deals going on(he is a real estate agent) and it got the point that he was so overwhelmed and burned out from it that he wanted to quit the business all together(not really but he felt that way in the moment of stress). At the same time he had some serious family matters surrounding him too which was creating more stress and made dealing with difficult people even harder. So we were talking one day and I said “look at what life is telling you” I told him your business is driving you crazy because it’s not meant to be your main focus right now. I also pointed out to him that his family life needs attention so life is pushing him to give it more time and let the business move to the back for a bit. I see 888- abundance coming. So he backed off as much as he was able to from the difficult deals and they all worked out fine and have settled as planned. So once he released stress he was able to feel better and he learned a lesson about stepping back to observe life(at least until the next round of craziness lol).
So how do you release hurt? This requires much more work and takes a lot longer but it’s not impossible. Again this can be simplified into two choices- hold onto it or let it go. To hold onto it would be allowing it to cause repeated pain and suffering, think many unnecessary thoughts and block any chance of healing. To let go would be an opportunity of forgiveness of self and/or others, a chance to breathe without pain and a huge step with growth along the spiritual path. I’ve said before that forgiveness does not mean what you or somebody has done was right but it’s more about not letting it rob you of peace. We have all done things and had things done to us that were wrong but we also have lessons to be learned from those experiences. For the things we have done we are meant to look back and learn why we did those and who we were when we did those things. From that we can decide what we should or have changed about ourselves for the better. For the things that have been done to us we have a chance to learn why someone did those to us. Did we need a taste of our own behavior or did we need to learn we deserve better? No matter which one you needed to learn it usually is learned best when we are hurt. It sucks at the time but once you have the strength to evaluate what really happened you will see the lessons learned and you most likely will be grateful for the experience or kicking yourself in the ass for your actions lol.
So what about the down days when things are just not going your way or you feel blah? Something important to understand is this is completely normal to feel. I used to struggle on my down days because I was always searching for what was wrong with me rather than accepting I was just a normal human being having a bad day. Down days are actually times of release too. They are meant to help you cleanse your mind of what creates the pain you hold onto. When we experience a “let down” as in not getting something we hoped for or a change in plans naturally we feel down at first. However, those let downs happen to prepare us for something better. It’s always the way. The universe can be tricky at times but it is all-knowing and it will place anything that is meant to be on our path at the exact moment it’s meant to show up. As I have explained before, we need to clear out the old to make room for the new which happens by our souls forcing us to feel our own thoughts that we constantly tell ourselves. Ex. If one always thinks from a place of low self-esteem or thinks they are destined to be doomed then those down days will come. They come because the mind has manifested them into reality. Therefore it is an opportunity to change how one thinks. If one does not like how they feel then they will try to change it unless they choose to continue to live the same way. Just like one does not learn until one has felt how it feels on the other end. You will not understand how much you feed your mind until you actually feel the damage you have created. The universe demands change before it delivers but free will has the power to stop the flow of the universe sometimes. I don’t believe for everything but definitely for some things. So simplify it again into two choices, accept the opportunity for change or miss the opportunity and stay stuck in the down days which eventually turn into a lifetime. Accepting is releasing it opens up the mind to understanding what’s going on and it desires to learn ways to cope so hope can be restored. Missing the opportunity is holding onto pain, it closes the door to any guidance from the higher powers, fills the mind with limited thinking such as seeing things as how they are right then rather than how they could be in the future, it prevents the energy from flowing freely within your soul and weighs you down to the point of losing desire for any form of healthy change. And one will stay stuck in the bubble of doom which stunts any spiritual growth from happening. Choose wisely with this one because a bad day can be over and done with by having a good laugh, cry and sleep. Everyday brings a new day and every day is another opportunity for healthy change. If you feed your mind the “things will never change” thoughts then your mind will make you feel those thoughts until you decide to change. To feel that each day would actually be destined to be doomed so ask yourself if that is what you really want.
It’s good to simplify life as much as possible. Too many choices creates confusion and its hard to make decisions that way too. This world likes to complicate everything and there are always so many choices being thrown at us which usually makes us question it all to the point we become confused and unsure which way to turn. Politics, investments, raising children, health, schools etc it gets to be so overwhelming that until we narrow down and let go of what does not fit who we are we can’t come to a final decision. It’s the same for your soul, until you narrow everything down and find what works for you it’s hard to move forward. So narrow it down, release what wants to leave you, let it go and move the fears out-of-the-way so you can find the new refreshing life on the other side. For me I have narrowed it all down to the moon. I allow it to heal my soul and I use it’s energy to give me the strength to go through the process. It shows me how small I am in this big world but it reminds me that even though I’m a small piece of the world I still have the power to change my personal space anytime I choose. At any moment I have the power to release all that does not serve me well. Just like every day starts with a chance to start over, every night is a chance to end what holds you back.
I often see the saying “no matter where you are,you will always be looking at the same moon as I am” This could have a few meanings but I like to think it tells us no matter what is going on in your life you are still part of this world which means we are all in this life trying to survive the best we can. It seems a lot of people hold things in because they fear they are different and they stress about keeping everything under control so nobody will see their troubles. This is why it’s so important to release because when you stuff it in you are actually creating a lot of internal damage. I see 333- they agree. Realizing your life is the same as the next person when it comes to dealing with the “hectic” life, the hurts or the down days helps you learn to let go since there is no reason to hide it inside. Trust me when I tell you there is not one person here that has every area of their life completely balanced. That’s not how life works since we always need to be working on our own growth. So you are not alone in this world. I see 222. We all have the moon to remind us that we are no different from one another and when life gets overwhelming and you need some release always know you have a chance every night to let it all go under the moon.
Steady Progress- a sign to keep going even when you can’t see the light at the end just trust in the path and believe good things will come from your efforts.
Giving and Receiving- so many times I preach about the importance of balancing your giving and receiving- so important to keep the flow balanced- I see 333- they agree. If you give too much and can’t allow yourself to receive in return then you will drain your energy and block the flow of abundance too so always allow the universe to return to you what you deserve. If you take too much but don’t return the giving then you will be blocking the universe from returning blessings because you will most likely notice the universe will be taking from you rather than sending opportunities or blessings.
The card for Oct from Doreen Virtue is New Beginnings- Still have a few days left to start something new.
FYI – next full moon is on Nov 6th- Hope you enjoy it!