I thank God for my gifts and for pushing me through the hard times. I ask my Angels to guide me as I write and I thank them for sending me so many signs. I hold the intent all of you will work for what you want.
It has not even been a month since I wrote the last blog and believe it or not it is so weird writing now. When I logged on to the site I had a thought of starting a post but figured I won’t worry about finishing it by a certain date. I really miss writing and even though I’m working on my book it’s different because nobody gets to read those words yet. I don’t miss sharing so much about my life but I miss writing to inspire others to push forward. That always seems to help me push harder too and to reflect on how much my hard work has helped me get to where I am today.
This one is about Never Forgetting that Things Do Workout. I see 111- keep your thoughts positive. I have so many stories I could share about the times when I thought something was impossible only to be proven wrong by having something even better happen. I’m trying to figure out which story to share and the first one that comes to mind is my dream of taking my kids to Disney World. I have never been to Disney yet so even before I had children I knew it was going to be a goal of mine to take them to Disney World. I also wanted to be able to take them while they were still really young so they would enjoy the magic of it too. So when Aydin was 5 and Rylee was 2 I started to wonder if that dream was not going to happen. That was when our financial situation was at its worst and Disney was the last place I was going to spend money. I was putting Aydin to bed one night and he started to talk about going to Disney since his friend was going and I told him “someday.” I remember feeling bummed because I could not foresee anything happening to us financially that would allow us to plan that big of a trip. After putting him to bed I came downstairs and checked my email and there was one from a vacation site (which I did not have anything booked at that time) and the subject line said “your trip is all set.” I took that as a sign the just maybe one day it would happen for my kids. I would often remind myself of that email whenever I would start to lose hope that we would be going one day and then out of the blue the money came in and I jumped at the chance to book the vacation. We are not going until May and God only knows how this is going to be with my crazy kids but we are going and that’s all that matters to me. Hopefully seeing my kids super excited and having a great time at Disney World. So sometimes the higher powers send us little signs to let us know everything is going to workout but we need to give it some time.
Another story I can share (ha I see 555- change is coming- I have been seeing those numbers everywhere lately too)is about discovering my passion and talents. I’m headed to Sedona in June for a training to become a past life therapist and it s stirring up all kinds of emotions for me. The positive ones are linked to my passion for counseling and my hope this experience will be life changing for me. So many tell me Sedona has a such a special energy that all your senses come alive so I’m looking forward to seeing what happens to me while I’m there. The negative ones are linked to fear. I’ve preached so many times about fighting fear and realizing it’s just an illusion but that is not so easy to do. Not impossible but not easy. Most of my fear is about flying, driving 2 hours alone on a desert road, hoping I don’t run into any minor problems with my flight, car, hotel etc. Just the little things that probably don’t even need to be worried about but they still enter my mind. I also have a little fear about what will be after this trip. Will I be able to over time turn this into a new career that gives me a decent income along with helping others. So I continue to remind myself that things take time and we don’t always get to see the full plan and future that is ahead of us. I also keep reminding myself that my thoughts will co create my future so I need to focus only on the outcome I desire and not what I fear. So I do what I always do when I’m feeling unsure and that is I turn to faith and my Angels. I see 222- keep the faith- see they always send signs at just the right time.
I mentioned earlier that I keep seeing 555 and those numbers for me mean BIG changes are coming my way. I’m in a “test” phase right now. I see 888- abundance coming(side note- take advantage right now and send out a positive thought about what you most desire right now- once you send it then it has to come back to you at some point.) If you don’t believe me then try it anyway and you can thank me later lol. My “test” phase is sending me challenges so I will learn to alter my thinking into a more positive true to myself way and not the ego way. Again this is not always easy but I’m trying to look beyond what is right now and I’m trying to focus on what could be in the future. I’m still trying to live in the moment but I’m doing my best to keep it from taking away everything I have changed for the better within myself. At this point I know better so I need to keep it that way and live that way. So challenges are nothing more than little tests to see how easily you will or will not break. Don’t break because you have come too far. Look beyond the best you can and try to believe there are reasons for the challenges.
Back to Faith and Angels/higher powers. You should see that when you are in the middle of a challenge then you will start to have little “coincidences” that happen. I see 1111. I don’t believe in coincidences and I always feel its Divine guidance but if you start to question why things keep reappearing or you keep seeing or hearing words you need to know and sometimes you find yourself getting confused by the coincidences because you want to believe you are getting the right answer but then your fear makes you question it then know you are getting guidance from your higher powers and YOU need to trust it. I see 555- change is coming. Lots of numbers in this one. The confusion is only your ego trying to stop you from listening to what your next step needs to be or stop you from keeping hope. I see 333- they agree. Go to your heart and when you feel peace then you know if what you are receiving is truly what fits your desires. Just like me with Sedona, I try to stop myself from unnecessary worry by reminding myself that being a Past Life Therapist is what my heart wants for me and one day I will look back and see it was a good thing I went when I did.
So the first step to trusting everything works out is to “plant the seed” by deciding what it is you truly desire. The next step is to notice the signs that come your way to remind you not to lose hope. Next you will need to work on trusting those signs and remember those signs when you feel yourself slipping. Seeds need maintenance in order to bloom so it’s the same for your visions and dreams. Once you learn to trust then you will need to visualize the outcome you desire. You will need to think and create how you want things to be. This is when the seed starts to open and you draw in the energy from the universe that will support your desires. You should notice the right people appear, the opportunities surface and whatever else you need to move forward will seem to appear out of no where. The key to success is to always remember everything works out according to Divine Timing. Try not to lose hope just because you can’t see everything right now. You only need to focus on what is happening right now and not worry about how things will happen in the future. I find that my visions of my expected outcome never match the actual outcome because the universe has a way of making thing so much better than what my imagination allows.
Another thing to focus on is that you are co creating your life with your thoughts and actions. So when you slip a little(which is ok) just kick yourself back into believing the power of your thoughts will create your future. We always have to experience everything we send out in order to learn and grow. So when we allow ourselves to slip we are basically asking the universe to send more challenges so we learn from our mistakes. It’s not a bad thing because we are still learning but it is a huge reminder that when we send negative out we are allowing it to come our way in the future. If you pay attention you will see when you have a bad day on the inside everything on the outside goes wrong too. I see 555- again. However, you will also see when you fix the inside the outside adjusts to the same energy and things start getting better. Believe me this is true but most people don’t pay attention and get buried in frustration rather than thinking about how they can change the energy flow into a more positive flow. You are co creating always so you really have more control over your life then you realize. Some things are out of your control but how you choose to deal with life is always in your control. Free will trumps the Divine Plan so use it wisely. I see 777- on the right path.
So start visualizing and plant those seeds. Feed those ideas each day with what you wish to happen for you and keep your faith strong. Spend time thinking about what steps you should take and listen to the guidance you receive and in time the universe will send you the people, money, time, opportunities. The first bloom starts when you adjust your energy to the outcome you truly desire. This is when things just fall into place and you feel this is you chance to make the leap. This is also when your ego kicks in and plays games with your mind but when you focus all the seeds and all the work you have done then you realize you have come too far to go backwards. I see 888 and 555. So allow the seeds to open and bloom into your dreams coming true and when opportunity comes your way never go backwards but always spring forward. Ended with see 222- keep the faith!
Angel Therapy- this one reminds you to call on the higher powers and they will come to help you. They need us to ask for their help since they won’t intervene without our permission. This really works so use what God has given you to help you through the hard times.
Acceptance- this could mean accept the changes in your life so you can work through them a little smoother. I also feel it’s asking you to look at your life and make sure you are not rejecting something or someone you need to help you get through the struggles in life. I see 333- they agree. We can’t receive if we block things and people so make sure you are open to receiving what the universe is trying to send you. Remember fear can make us think thoughts that are unnecessary but your heart never lies so just listen to your heart and it will guide you in the right direction.