I thank God for my gifts and for testing me so I can continue on the right path. I ask my Angels to guide me as I write and I thank them for helping me stay strong. I hold the intent all of you will realize what’s important in life before it’s too late.
What a crazy 2 weeks it has been for me. So many blessings, scares and surprises. Everything is good now and I’m thankful for the crazy ride because it helped me focus on what’s most important in my life. Last Wednesday I went to the park in the morning before I had my tests done and when I sat on my regular bench for my meditation I noticed the person’s name who the bench was in memory of. His name is Larry ? Esq. My initial thought was I wonder what kind of person he was when he was living. Then suddenly I thought I wonder if he focused on materials and power rather than family and fun. Once again something told me to check my daily inspiration email and this time it said the “top 10 things the deceased wish they would have known before they moved on”. That was a little strange and on the list was ” realizing happiness, family/friends and love were what was the most important.” Then I really felt Larry was there with me because I sensed an arm wrapped around the back of my neck and it gave me a warm feeling. So now I guess I have a buddy to sit with every Wed too. Anyway, I gave it some more thought and I think this blog will be about what Larry’s message would be if he had the chance to change things for himself now that he knows what life is truly about. He may want his lesson to be known so others will learn before it’s too late.
So this one is about Staying focused on what’s important. God is really stirring up my life lately and it started with a huge financial blessing. Then a few days later I decided to finally get myself checked out by the Dr because of some pain I’ve been having. This started my mind to think no amount of money is worth my health. Then God sent some surprising news our way from a family member who is going to need some financial support too. So then I thought God blessed us with money to test us with how we would react to the money. Please keep in mind I’m always using myself as an example and I’m never bragging about anything in my life. Anyway, initially when Ron and I were blessed with this money we were high fiving each other and deciding what we would do with it and we were excited about reaching financial comfort. On a side note here- last year we had some really hard times financially and then we turned to faith. God sent us someone who wiped out our financial struggles and has continued to bless us. My point is if you are struggling financially then please pray for financial comfort. It will come once you believe and are grateful for the money. Money comes from ways you can’t even imagine and at random times too so just relax and have some faith. And I asked the universe to send me the money I need so I can continue with my healing sessions and that’s why it appeared since I’m meant to have these sessions too. I see 555-change is coming. So the money came first then I was waiting on my health issue and this is when it hit me that health comes first before any dollar bill. So I spent a few days focusing on my health and just let the material wish list move to the back. Then a few days later we got a call with some news and we knew we are meant to help out. So now our plan for the money has gone from remodeling the house and bedroom furniture to doing what’s right and helping the family. My health has been cleared and no more tests are needed. I know my chakras are all out of whack and are going through some healing but my Dr would never understand that so I let her send me for tests just to make sure it’s not something severe. I see 222. As much as I desire my bedroom to be remodeled I know it’s not right when someone else needs help. So it was another life lesson and I believe once again Ron and I passed. We know what’s right and we are happy to help anyone who needs it. We get excited about our wish list but once we think about it we realize we are practical people and we really don’t need most of the things we thought we wanted anyway. Sometimes it’s fun to get a little lost in the dream world. However, when people don’t break away from the pull that money sends off they start to focus only on the money and lose the rest of their life. Maybe this is what Larry did and now he has regrets. We all know money can be evil but sometimes other things cause us to lose ourselves and let our family and friends go. Not saying all relationships are meant to stay in your life but the ones that surround you with love should stay. We all at some point in our lives have been hurt and we also have hurt others too. Unfortunately, this creates a lot of friction and some relationships end with negativity attached and grudges are formed. So this leaves you with a choice- forgive and forget or stew and suffer. So many of us have a very hard time with communication and this creates major problems. Sometimes all it takes is a simple conversation to realize what we are annoyed about was really our own creation and not the actual case. I see 999- get to work on your purpose. However, some people can be stubborn and you can never force someone to make amends with you so if you tried and it did not work then move on knowing that’s how it’s meant to be. But you must try so you don’t have regrets. This way you can go on living with peace since you made the attempt to forgive and forget. Fate decides if it’s meant to be or not. For me, I have reached out to some people to clear the friction and it did not work. I also know in my heart I’m not meant to have these people in my life anymore too. You will know because it’s when you don’t have the constant thought of “maybe I should try to make things better.” It’s almost like you lose the desire to be around them anymore. That’s because as your energy changes you pull away from those who are not vibrating on your level and you lose desire to be around them since your energies are not attracted to each other anymore. It’s a sign you have grown so it’s a positive change too. So maybe what Larry is saying is he let people go who should have stayed. Maybe he was the one who refused to make amends by being stubborn. Maybe now he sees he was the one in the wrong and he should not have held so many grudges because he sees how much pain he caused himself by creating his own beliefs about the situation. So many maybe’s but now it’s too late to change it and it makes you wonder how many people are left hurting because of the conflicts that were never resolved. So ask yourself if there are people who you should make amends with in your life. If the answer is yes then I suggest you listen to your heart and make the attempt to forgive and forget. I really don’t think any of us purposely try to hurt people it just happens because mentally we can’t deal with our own issues and then we take it out on our loved ones. That’s why communication is key because if our loved ones don’t know what is going on with us then they are left to assume which leads to creating their own beliefs of the situation. Then everyone is suffering over things that are not even an issue. My goal in life is to heal myself, learn to live through love rather than fear and to leave this world without any regrets. For me to achieve all of that I will need to face my own issues and turn them into loving ways which means for everything and everyone that hurts me I will need to find a way to forgive, forget and learn to love. Not so easy but it’s not impossible. There are plenty of people who have crossed my path that I could find so many things about them that I don’t like or how they have treated me but I do try to choose to view it as a chance to make myself better by finding something good in them or simply saying “it’s their life” so I don’t judge them anymore. I see 555- change is coming- felt like someone is thinking of a particular person right now and hoping things will change for the better- take this as a sign positive change is coming. And now you are wondering if that was meant for you and yes it was. Crazy how I will know things days before it happens lol. Btw I have no idea who but I know someone so don’t get freaked out lol. I feel it’s better to let go than to let it cause yourself harm. I’ve changed my ways by asking myself “do I want to be a bitter person with a lot of anger inside?” My answer is always NO and I learn that’s not who I am anyway so it helps me look at things with love rather than fear or negativity. I know it’s hard to forgive people sometimes but if you listen to your heart you will find you don’t want to be a bitter and angry person either. Anger is the most destructive to your soul. You may think you can hide it but it always shows in your behavior in life. It lowers your energy and it will make people pull away from you too. So make peace with those you love and make peace with yourself too. There is still time but don’t wait too long and leave with regrets. Larry knows what is on the otherside now and he wants to save people from leaving with regrets. Hopefully you will learn from Larry’s lesson.
Three jumped out as I was shuffling so I will use all 3
“You Know what To Do”- Trust your inner knowledge, and act upon it without delay.” like it says trust yourself because you already know the answer- it’s what just came to your mind.
Patience- “your dreams are blooming more rapidly than you realize. Still they need nurturing and patience. Patience is soooo challenging but can’t force things that are not meant to be yet so do yourself a favor and stop and take everything as it comes and one day it will all come together for you. I do this and it works because I was once someone who had no patience.
Leadership- this was last week too?- “it’s time for you to assume your leadership power and position, and lovingly guide others.”- when it’s a repeat that means someone is not listening. If you have found your purpose or think you have figured it out then it’s a sign to get to work.