I thank God for my gifts and for helping me through this life. I ask my Angels especially Archangel Gabriel to guide me as I write and I thank them for their help along my journey. I hold the intent all of you will learn to live for YOU.
I celebrated my final birthday in my 30’s last month and for the last few years each year I make a promise to myself on my Bday about what I want my focus to be for the next year. This year I promised myself I will stay focused on manifesting the life I choose rather than what I allowed life to choose for me over the years. Some people dread 40 but I’m really looking forward to using everything I have learned in my 20’s and 30’s so I can enjoy my 40’s and beyond by not dwelling on the petty stuff. I like who I am today and I’m grateful for the experiences and challenges my life has thrown me so I could reach that peace within myself. The ultimate lesson I’ve learned in 39 yrs is to always ask myself how I feel rather than asking others what they feel when it comes to making decisions about my life. I learned to understand this is my life and it’s meant to be lived by me so sometimes boundaries are needed to keep it that way. I see 222. I learned sometimes opinions of others should not matter if they stop me from where I desire to go. And another major lesson learned is to live by my heart and not my ego. That’s the one that keeps me going and will never steer me wrong.
This one is about Making It Yours. It’s said that the first 20 yrs of life are about gathering knowledge from others (parents, teachers, churches etc) and then after that you take the knowledge and use it in your life. It’s true during the first 20 years you need some direction in life but sometimes it’s hard to fit yourself into that mold everyone has created for you. The pressures of “what are you going to be in life?” Are you going to be successful, happily married/in a good relationship, have children, be some kind of superstar etc. But then life has a different mold and you end up changing so much that you no longer fit into the mold everyone else has created for you. Maybe you have created a mold for yourself that does not fit you and you continue to waste time trying to make it fit? No matter how hard you try if you don’t belong there then it won’t work. Break the mold and keep searching for your place.
Life has a funny way of disguising lessons. They often feel like unfair, heart breaking and “are you f-ing kidding me” moments. They can be those times in life when everything crashes down at once. When you feel backed into a corner by the demands of your outer world and there is no escape. But what most don’t realize is there is an easy way out. It’s through yourself and nothing else.
Here’s the key part of living for YOURSELF…you MUST feel worthy of the life you desire. Get rid of the doubts, the regrets, the shame, the energy drainers and anything that feeds your ego and not your heart. If you always live your life by what you believe others think is right then you will forever be trying to stuff yourself into the mold that does not fit you. You don’t have to be a jerk or self centered person but you must be strong, determined and able to say NO to others as needed. You MUST be able to forgive yourself for your past and let go of regrets so you begin to love who you are today rather than beat yourself up for who you were before. Remember NOBODY is perfect no matter how much you think their life is it’s NOT. We all have lessons and challenges that we are facing in various ways so try not to compare your life to others since their journey is unique to them and not intended for you. However, when you find souls who have a similar journey it’s good to help each other out once in a while but remember to set healthy boundaries.
Since each of us are on our own journey it may take some longer than others to find where they belong in life. I personally feel I went from being a naive 20 year old and in less than 20 years grew to think like an 80 yr old that knows what life was really meant to be about. I see 777- on the right path. My 30’s have been crazy with the amount of knowledge I have collected. In my 20’s I started out lost. By 25 I started to figure some things out or at least know what I desired. Once I hit 31 I really started to change. Now at 39 I look back some days ashamed of things I have done in my past but I also learn to let those go at the same time. Everything is a lesson and it’s all part of the journey. I will say those you choose to have a relationship with can make or break your personal growth. Warning signs- if you settle you will not be happy and if it’s abusive then it’s time to get out. Always go inward and ask yourself how you truly feel about where you are in life and who may be blocking you from finding peace. It always needs to be about you first then once you are content you will be able to bring joy to others.
Understanding life is very unpredictable helps with every change along the journey. For a parent, teacher, friend, religious figure or anyone else who may tell you how life should be lived can’t really promise you their way will work for you. They might guide you but they don’t know for sure what your future holds. You don’t know what your future holds but you can take each moment and find what works for you. Just by using your mind to think things out, using your heart so you can make sure it feels right and using your courage to make some steps in the direction you desire to go. It’s all about you and what you are willing to do with your life. People can help you but they can’t do it all for you so you must learn to make your own decisions since you are the one that knows the most about yourself. Ex. If you tell someone you want to start a business, get married, go back to school, buy a house, a car, get a divorce, sell your house, change your job, decide to not have children or maybe have lots of children etc. someone will always have an opinion because we all are guilty of thinking our own way should work for everyone. Sometimes that is very true and helpful to others but sometimes it’s annoying and makes people doubt their own decision making. That’s why the world is a mess because too many people are trying to stuff others where they don’t belong. It’s true some people could use a good shove in the right direction but they won’t stay there if they don’t feel they fit there. I see 222- keep the faith. Kinda like feeling worthy of the life you desire. If one does not feel comfortable somewhere then naturally one will go where they feel they fit. Sometimes that means they settle because they feel unworthy of anything better. Maybe too many people pushing towards what they feel is right for them. Maybe it’s from not taking the time to sort out what makes them happy so it’s easier to just listen to what others prefer. Sometimes that’s how you gain approval from others and it makes you feel better. However, it does not last long once you feel your soul nudging you towards what you were meant to be doing for YOU and only YOU.
Life does not need to end the way it started. It does not need to be lived by someone always telling you what to do. Life is meant to change as you allow it to change. If you settle then it can’t change since you won’t step out of the comfort zone. So things just keep repeating since that is what you asked for and have allowed life to do for you. If you take some time for yourself and really start to learn who you are and what you truly desire then you spark some change. You ring the bell and get ready to fight for what you want not for what everyone else wants. People can’t see your vision the way you do since they are not you. What they will see is the positive changes that will take place within you once you start living for yourself. Not in a selfish way but in a peace seeking way. Not everyone will get you and that’s ok. Not everyone will like you and that’s ok. Not everyone wants you to be happy and that’s ok. It’s ok because it matters what you feel and that’s all you need to succeed at anything in life. Once you get yourself to the point of living for you then those who are meant to stay will stay and those who are meant to go will go and that’s ok.
No matter what age you are it’s never too early or too late to start living for yourself. As long as you make an attempt at some point you will change your life for the better. The comfort zone can be very inviting at times but the life outside of it can be so rewarding . When you fight your way through each challenge you always get stronger. When you get stronger you get braver. When you get braver you have the courage to step into the life you desire and you feel worthy too. When you feel worthy you allow life to bring what you choose rather than what other’s choose.
Two choices again- get pushed around and beat up in the fight of life or stand up, use your strength and courage and change what does not work for you. Round one was training and its up to you to decide what needs to change so you stay on your feet in round two.
Claircognizance- this one is telling to pay attention to thoughts and ideas that come to you. That is how your higher powers send guidance. I see 777- on the right path. Write them down as they come and then ask for more signs so you will know if you are getting their messages correctly. Don’t worry you will know when it’s a true sign. It will have a “that’s weird” feeling to it.
You Are Not Alone- See they are reminding you to call on them as often as needed and they will send help in many ways. Might be by words, songs, signs, people or anything that makes you feel at peace or answers your thoughts.
Ended with seeing 888- abundance coming!