I thank God for my gifts and for all the blessings in disguise throughout my life. I ask my Angels to guide me as I write especially Archangel Gabriel and I thank them for these nudges. I hold the intent that all of you will just go with it.
So 2016 has been one very insane year for me so far. I started massage therapy school, my family life is all over the place with so many different issues and its baseball season which is insane all by itself. Lots of WTFs have been said since the New Year started. But now its time to reorganize myself so I can “just go” with life as it is going.
This one is about Living. Life can be so funny and yet so F’ed up at the same time. Surviving life really just comes down to how well you learn to laugh at it sometimes. Sometimes you really just need to throw your hands up and say “you gotta be F-ing kidding me” and it really makes you feel better. It’s those moments when you are thinking what else could possibly go on and suddenly more craziness comes your way. Right on top of the crazy that you are barely handling. Sometimes you gotta wonder what is this “Master Plan” all about? Who creates this “journey” and why is it some have it easier than others? BTW nobody has it easier than the other, just different styles and experiences of learning. No matter how “fancy/blessed” life looks on social media if we all swapped lives for a week we would learn the true dirt of it all. It’s life and that’s real life. However, its easy to get caught up in comparing lives and thinking maybe you got a little gypped along the way. But actually the crazy life is the “real” good life since you get to experience and learn from the real deal. Not the social media idea of the so-called good life. I see 333- they agree.
Think about the cards you have been dealt this time around. If you are like me then there are most likely challenges in every area of your life. Balance is my major lesson to be learned this time and life has a very good way of making me squirm so I learn how to balance out. The first half of this year has challenged all that I have gained during the last 10 years of my intense spiritual journey. Each day has presented a choice to quit and cry or push forward and survive. I’m a big believer in prayer and surrendering to God/higher power and many times I pleaded for mercy because its just a tough time for me right now. Always within a day or two after surrendering to the “master plan” I felt peace and strength lifting my soul. The master plan is real and it’s not always joyous but it’s what your life’s purpose has mapped out to get you to stay on the right track. When we stumble off the path we must surrender to God /higher power so we can find our way again. When we don’t surrender then we suffer since we try to control and live what we think life “should” be rather than living and learning through each challenge of how life actually is in the present. As F’ed up as that may be it’s the real deal and you must learn from it before you can change it.
When life gets “out of control” it’s helpful to step back from it all for a little bit. Meaning even if for 10 minutes you sit and observe all that is going on around you so you can decide what needs your attention and what does not at that moment. Trying to handle it all at once is way too much for anyone so simplify as much as possible and it will help a great deal. Sometimes you need to walk away from it all for a day and sleep on it for a night so you can get grounded and focused. I find that my volunteer work helps me detach from the drama in my life and gives me a chance to ground myself so I can go on with a happy and positive way of life. Even when I feel I don’t have time I still make the time since it keeps me from wasting my time on things that add to my stresses. It’s using my time more wisely and that helps me feel better overall. Whatever it is that you enjoy doing and it always makes you feel better then give yourself the break and go do those things. Even when life is just a little chaotic it’s a good thing to do for yourself.
So life has a way of making you crazy. You can cry, you can scream, you can sulk but you can also laugh, learn and live. First you gotta laugh at the insanity of it all because really some things are just that F’ed up and that’s all you can do to keep yourself together. Then you have to question what the lesson is inside the craziness. It’s in there but sometimes it’s not so obvious and you may need a day or two to walk away so you can come back with a fresh new outlook on life. That’s when the lesson tends to appear and you have the stamina to persevere. Finally you have to live. You have to remind yourself life gets hard but not so hard that it stops you from enjoying things in it. Yes some things and people make life tough but again stepping away also makes those things and people not your main focus. It’s learning what and who does or does not need your attention. It’s keeping your master plan on schedule because some things and people are not part of the entire plan just a piece of it so be aware of when that time is up.
I say “F- it” a lot but I also believe in saying “bring it”. Bring all that I need to change me so I can constantly grow and serve my purpose in this life. People don’t change by staying comfortable they change by hardships, illness, crisis and living the real deal life. To strive to live life by saying or pretending you have this or live in this or look like this then you are just missing out. The real deal life has challenges but it also has real people connecting with you to help you through those challenges, it has opportunities to help others through the real deal life, it’s reaching a point within yourself that you don’t fear having your life exposed as it really is which is true freedom as well. It’s a beautiful thing to accept life as it is and it’s a healing thing to figure out why life is the way it is for you. It’s a unique thing to take the cards you have been dealt and hold onto them rather than trying to trade them for something better.
Your cards have been dealt for a reason. They are what you need to change you into who you truly are inside. They can’t be traded because nobody has anything better they just have something different. Work with your cards and find ways to put them into the order that best helps you stay on the right path. Decide which cards no longer fit and which ones need to stay. The plan has been set and each card plays a role. Real life is no joke and real people don’t play games. Say F it as needed, cry, scream, sulk , laugh, learn and always live life as the real deal.
When I picked these cards I asked for support with channeling and help with cutting negative cords. I have not written in 6 months because when I’m off within myself my channeling ability is off too. I sense a lot of negative energy being directed towards me lately and at times it brings me down until I take time to clear and protect myself. When these messages come to me and I’m guided to write it’s always because someone else needs the info for their own life too. If that’s you then listen to these cards and blog so they can help you get out of your funk.
Archangel Metatron- helps those who are beginning to walk the spiritual path. He helps to bring peace and understanding to situations you feel are unfair or imbalanced. Helps you to let go of resentment and unforgiveness.
Manifest- reminding you that your thoughts are manifesting everything in your life. Be mindful of your thoughts so you can change them as needed if they are not positive.
You are Safe- St Michael’s card- call on him as needed to clear any negative attachments and stress.