I thank God for my gifts and for helping me through the hard times. I ask my Angels especially Archangel Gabriel to guide me as I write and I thank them for their support. I hold the intent all of you will relax.
I’m starting this in Feb but most likely won’t be finished it until March. Anyway, February is always my worst month of the year. I live in Pa so it’s cold and I don’t get outdoors as much as I need to so I can clear my energy. It has been a rough month since my kids have been sick a lot, my dental job is changing in major ways and just lots of life stuff going on. I felt myself slipping a little because everything was getting thrown off and my workouts were getting skipped, my thoughts were turning towards fear about my job and other areas of my life, I was extremely tired and unmotivated. Typical February for me but this year some major changes showed up in my personal life. According to numerology(which I highly recommend everyone check out) I’m in a 9 year and this is the year of letting go of many things in life so there can be new beginnings. I feel it, I know it and the first 2 months of this year tried to kick my butt but now I learned a lot too. It’s funny how life is always filled with blessings in disguise and we are always grateful once we see how much we really needed those too.
So this one is about Getting a Grip. I say that in the sweetest way possible :). Life requires you to take charge of your own. It’s your responsibility to know when it’s time to get it together for yourself. Always be aware of where you are mentally, spiritually, physically, emotionally etc. If it is all out of whack then you will be suffering. If you make yourself aware then you will be able to heal those areas by taking a break and really be honest with yourself about what needs to be done in the now so the future gets better. There is a saying “Ego says, Once everything falls into place, I’ll feel better.” “Spirit says, Find your peace ad then everything will fall into place.” That one popped into my head a few times this month and it really helped me to get a grip. It helped me step back and decide I’m going to accept what is but I’m going to change myself for the better so everything else changes for the better. It worked! As soon as I made the switch from stress and fear to acceptance and working on a better me everything else started working out better than expected. I even changed some things I was not planning on changing but since I got myself motivated again it led me to more positive change. You can’t go through life feeling sorry for yourself. You can have a bad day or a bad week but when you start blaming others and feeling sorry for yourself then you need to get a grip.
I feel we always need reminders that life does not need to be so hard. Life needs to be chaotic so we learn to change with it but it does not need to be so serious all the time. Sometimes you just need a little break to be by yourself and find some clarity. Alone time is very helpful with getting a grip with your life. I’m sure at any stage in life whether you are just starting out on your own, in the middle of raising a family or headed towards retirement, life gets busy and you start to lose yourself a bit. I noticed over the last 2 months that the more my outer world got disrupted the less time I spent on my inner world. When that happens it’s just a matter of time until I reach a breaking point. A point when I decide to get it together and move along or block it out and create internal damage. For me I have learned the lesson of not blocking things and to deal with what needs to be dealt with as it surfaces. Some of you may need to pay a little more attention to your inner world so you catch yourself from blocking things. It’s easy to block stuff without realizing it so be aware when you start to feel very frustrated with life even with people or things that usually don’t annoy you. Most of the time it stems from something that is building inside and has not been dealt with yet. I see 777- on the right path.
I know all of us have major issues in our lives. Some get resolved, some get worse and some lead into different issues. It’s really helpful when you keep a positive mindset, pray, help those who are dealing with similar issues, give yourself free time, meditate etc. But is it enough? That is another lesson I learned this week. I read an article about being a spiritual junkie. It explained how people can get too caught up in sharing positive quotes, praying(although I’m a big believer in prayer), doing yoga for inner peace, striving to help others before themselves etc. The article went on to say what most of these people don’t realize is that change hurts and it’s a good thing. Instead so much is done to eliminate the pain rather than embracing it and letting it do it’s job. Ex. The root of my struggles right now is about security. I was able to figure it out by taking a break, listening to my inner guide, allowing the universe to send me what I needed to understand the “whys” and to accept it’s a struggle because it needs to help me release rather than hold onto what needs to go. When we hold onto too tight to a need for security we deprive ourselves of inner peace. There can never be a definite knowing of the future. Even as a psychic like myself I might see a red flag for someone or a blessing to come but only time will tell if it was 100% accurate. So if we keep in mind that we will never fully know the future it helps to live in the right now and work with what’s going on.
Sometimes it’s not so much about the future but it’s issues from the past that cause us trouble. The same rule applies here because if we don’t allow ourselves to feel the pains then we can’t change those issues into new strengths. I see 1111- a sign this is an opportunity for your spiritual growth. By going through the process of healing stuck emotions and allowing our minds to take each harmful thought and turn it into a lesson learned by understanding why these thoughts repeat and what needs to be done so they can be eliminated is what will make us stronger and prevent those issues from resurfacing in the future. Change is a constant in life and when it hurts it just means it is really needed for you to get a grip and get back on track with your life.
Ask yourself what are your biggest stresses right now? Are they about the future or they linked to the past? I see 333- they agree. Either way they rob you from living in the right now so it’s a sign it’s time to get a grip and allow the changes to take place so peace will follow. 2015 has been a really tough year so far and as I look around I see in everyone’s life there are major changes happening and it’s creating a lot of stress too. There must be some really intense energy connected to this year that is meant to create so much change which in the end will bring lots of growth too. It’s time to embrace it since what was is no longer what is needed and it’s time for it to go. It’s a year of blessings in disguise and hopefully next year will explain why this year needed to be so tough.
I wrote a blog a few years ago called “enjoy the ride” it talked about how my Angels always sent me the words “enjoy the ride” as a sign to remember to take it all in with life, the good and the challenging. Over the last few weeks I kept getting signs with bikes and it reminded me that life will not always be peaceful but that does not mean it can’t be enjoyed. I see 444-nothing to fear(keep seeing those numbers a lot as well). So this helped me turn to focusing on what I’m grateful for in life rather than what is lacking in my life. Here is a little hint- when we focus on lack we draw in that lower energy and the universe starts taking things from us rather than sending us what we need. Ex. unexpected bills, illness, loss of work etc. Focusing on everything we already have helps keep our vibration high and we draw in many blessings. Just like the” ego and spirit quote”. It was interesting too because once I figured out the higher powers were sending “bike signs” so I would relax and take the good with the challenging they confirmed their message with a huge sign. I was driving home one night and car turned before me and once I got behind it I saw the plate with “justryd”.There are no coincidences and they want all of us to succeed in life which means we need to get a grip during the tough times too.
So try not to take life so seriously but try to embrace the change and let it do it’s job. I believe in doing things to center yourself and bring in peace but I also believe in crying through the pain so it can be released and peace will follow. There is no magic healer for life’s challenges. The only healer is yourself and if you don’t do the work then you don’t live with peace. Nobody is responsible for your peace other than you so you can’t put that blame on anyone else. Get a grip, do the work, accept the challenges, focus on gratitude, embrace the changes and just ride it out so life takes you where you are meant to go.
At this point it’s been almost a month of me focusing more on gratitude and it really is working like magic. Things are falling into place better than expected. It’s worth a try in your own life. I see 888- abundance coming! That’s a huge sign!!
Family- says release an unwanted pattern by forgiving one or more family members including yourself. Ahh I totally get how people can hurt you and piss you off but what I have learned from this is it’s an opportunity for you to grow because once you see holding onto anger is basically slowly killing yourself it makes it easier to work on the letting go process. Sometimes those relationships are meant to end permanently in the physical but in order for their to be healing they needed to be cleared on an energetic level too. It’s a slow and emotional process but it’s mandatory for peace.
Play- it’s a sign that alone time is needed so you can get some clarity. It is also a sign to do something you enjoy with others too. They serve as a distraction which gives your mind a chance to break the worry cycle and get a grip. My son and I did a round of lasertag last week and for 20 mins I got to be a 12 yr old again and it cleared any stress that was lingering inside. Check it out because you might love it lol. Or find something that lets you be a kid again.
I was going to finish this next week but something pushed for me to do it tonight. Hope it helps. I see 222(keep the faith)- now I now for sure it’s needed. I saw those number 3 times tonight too.