I thank God for my gifts and for blessing my life with many lessons. I ask my Angels especially Archangel Gabriel to guide me as I write and I thank them for their never ending guidance and signs. I hold the intent all of you will push through the letting go process.
I was waiting for the next message to come so I could start writing the next post and when I got this nudge along with many signs about people needing help I knew this one needs to go out. A little warning, this one may go over some of your heads but if you have experienced this process already then this should speak right to your soul. So this one may not be for everyone but it’s definitely meant to be. Hope it helps.
This one is about Dealing with the Letting Go Process. The letting go process is a good time…. ABSOLUTLY NOT!!! This the part of the awakening process that sucks the life right out of you. The life that you once lived and the life that will no longer serve you well since you are growing spiritually now. The worst part is it’s not once and done either. It’s a repeated cycle that just keeps happening so you continue to clear your soul of what needs to go. Ooh it’s awful while you are going through it but it does do some good too.
So here is what may be happening to you or has happened so far. 1) you feel very ungrounded 2) your dreams are wacky 3) lots of crap from the past is running through your mind 4) you feel confused about where you are in life right now 5) you try to make a decision about what to do with your life but you keep hearing yourself tell you why it won’t work rather than how it can work. 6) you feel very unhappy and can’t get out of it 7) you get a lot of signs telling you things will be fine but you struggle trusting those to be true 8) you wonder if you might just be crazy and start to turn against what you truly believe in, self-doubt sets in really strong 9) you start reaching to others for their approval 10) there is a nudge inside pushing you to keep trying, a knowing that this is just your ego trying to stop you but you still have the desire to follow your heart anyway.
Those are just 10 common signs but the list can go on and on. They are just the ones I seem to experience over and over. The process usually starts out like tug of war meaning it’s a heart and mind game that fights for the direction you will move. Do you get pulled to the dark side or do you leap towards the light and set your soul free? I always say the mind has great power over your life if you give it so much control but your heart has greater power and will bring peace if you give up control. It’s hard to do but trusting your heart is your ticket to bliss. No matter how nuts the guidance seems it will always make sense in time and you will always be glad you listened to your heart. ALWAYS!!!
So how do you end the game of tug of war? You go slow and take it one day at a time. It seems to bring up issues one day at a time such as one day you may be reliving the past but the next day you might be feeling pressure about where you are in your life today. So much goes on and at a really fast pace that it makes you want to shut down and run. However, when you run that is when you head towards the dark side and things in life seem to get a lot harder since your soul is sending warning signs your way to turn you around. So work with what comes up and stay focused on letting go rather than holding on. The more you release then the calmer you will feel.
Being that I’m in my 9 personal year I have been going through the letting go process all year so far and summer tends to be the strongest energy for the lesson of the personal year too. I guess my soul is prepping me for the “major” work that is coming very soon. My letting go process right now is touching on so many parts of my life. It’s not dealing with just one area but it seems to be all areas. Some days are challenging, some are cleansing and some are confusing but all have been necessary for my spiritual journey. My heart and mind plays tug of war about some people, career moves, spiritual beliefs, changing my location, financial matters, family matters, really all of life not just one part. So I’ve been doing lots of inner work and letting go this year. I find that talking myself through it helps, simplifying everything to 2 choices works, reminding myself that my spiritual beliefs have never let me down and I really can’t deny everything that has been revealed to me helps to keep me filled with faith. The financial matters are connected to my career moves so I focus on letting go and trust I will be given what is needed for any tuition I would need to pay for training. The people part can be a little sticky since it’s easy to react with the ego first and the heart steps in later usually once the ego has done a good job of lowering my energy until I surrender to my heart. I will say some times the heart guides you to say goodbye to people and it’s a good thing.
I really can’t stress enough how important alone time is as you go through the letting go process. It does not need to be an entire day but it does need to be daily. Whatever it is that helps you calm down then do that. Calming down is what helps you win the tug of war since you process the thoughts a lot better and will be more likely to let go rather than stuff it down. Think of it as a game and if you made a move with a frazzled mind chances are it was the wrong one. If you make a move with clear mind after you had some time to think then most likely you will survive in the game.
So figure out what works for you or what you are really connected to so you can clear your mind. I personally connect to the moon and whenever it’s a full moon I make sure to pray under the moon and let go of anything I need to at that moment. So far it has worked really well for me. I happened to be on the beach during the last full moon and as I was praying and asking God to send me a sign about my life working out and to help me keep going he sent me one lonely seagull a minute later. Seagulls are my spiritual messengers so I knew it was a sign. Once I went back to the car I turned my head and saw a balloon tied to the bench. I see 222. A few years ago I wrote about how balloons symbolize- by letting go you bring back what is meant to be. The super short version of that blog – I actually was on the beach meditating at that time and when I looked down the balloon string came as a sign to keep going and surrender to God’s plan so I know this balloon was another sign to let go and trust in the plan. That’s just an example about how finding your alone time to connect with something that helps you calm down will bring you the answers you need so you can recharge and go on. I see 444- nothing to fear. Each of us have our own way so I can’t tell you what to do but I will say it’s imperative you find what you need to do and do it often.
So understand you are NOT crazy you just feel a little crazy right now. You are actually one of the sane ones in this world since you are in the process of learning what is needed for survival in this cold hearted place we call Earth. I really believe this place is hell because it’s getting so ugly here and the only way to make it better is by changing yourself and living by what your heart guides you to do. Just take a moment to step back and look at what people are doing to themselves, to others, to the planet it’s horrible but there is a special something you are meant to do so it can be a little better. You can’t save the world on your own but you can awaken and join the people who are trying. The more people heal themselves the more they figure out what is their true part in this world. Eventually the number of awakened souls will outnumber the lost ones and this world will take a turn for the better. Now is your time to heal yourself, help those who need your help, teach your children how to live through their heart so they too can survive in this cold world so more souls can begin to wake up and let go of the old way of living. Every time you work on healing yourself it branches out and helps to heal others. Letting go is a huge step in healing.
I always think of life as a mind game. It tries so hard to make you believe you can’t when you really can and it wants you to think it’s tough when it’s actually really simple. However, it’s not simple until you learn to live by your heart. In order to live by your heart you will need to let go of your ego. To let go of the ego you will need to give up control and to give up control you will need to turn to God. In order to learn how to find God you will need to find yourself by letting go of life’s distractions and breaking away for some alone time. When you are calm you will connect with God. God can be anything you feel it to be. This is your personal spiritual journey and you will know who/what are your higher powers. I see 777- on the right path. Really the letting go process is just mind game nothing more than a game of tug of war that can be mastered by using the heart. So you are not crazy, you are not lost, you are not confused and you are definitely not going to quit because you WILL master the game.
Shielding- a sign protection is needed. Call on St Michael to clear any attachments or negative energy that surrounds you right now. Just ask and it works. I’ve been feeling strange a few times over the last 2 days and I’m getting Devil signs which tell me to protect myself too. Each time I called on St Michael it felt like a huge anchor was lifted and I felt normal again. This really works so please try it.
Moon Cycles- tells you to pay attention to how the moon makes you feel. Maybe a sign to get out under the moon more often because you might find it’s good for your soul.
This was another one that feels it needs to go out tonight sand I was not planning on finishing it yet but the spirits had their own plan once again. Hope it helps.